so i am interested in dating scott, but i am not sure what to do. i know people criticise what leanne and justin have, but i kinda want the same. i want to be foolish and fall inlove for no reason, and i want to be blinded by it. *sigh* i dont know why, but i have been jealous of leanne for her relationship, and i am not sure if there's anyone that would want to be like that. i'm not sure at what scott thinks, and i know it would be easier just to ask him, but...i'm dumb and shy. i would like it better if scott was him, but if he doesn't want a relationship like that, than i'm gunna have to accept it. i dont want to push anything on anyone, and so whatever happens i guess it'll happen. UPDATE! Okay well i have been hearing this song a lot now, and well dont ask the name...i dont know! lol! well anyway it reminds me of how much of a failure i am in my father's eyes, and it's really starting to bother me. i really hate how he treats me...you know the whole okay well i'm not going to treat you like an adult, but when i feel like it you better be ready! and well i never am! :( i just hate how he treats me and christine! oh well! i guess its time to grow up!