so i had the most incredible dream last night. it wasn't about our graduation, but afterwards. we were adults but still acted the same as we have always. it kind of opened my eyes to whats going to be happening. we are going to college, well most of us, and we are stepping into reality. that means no more silly dances with crying freshmen, no more pittiful fights since we'll be too busy trying to get by to fight, it even means a loss of friends you've had for years. and well the losing friends thing i know personally already, and it just seems like it supposed to happen, but maybe...what if we could stop time? would everything be okay? we would stay at the ripe age of 17 and 18 and well we could be young forever, we would never have to worry about the bills we should be paying or thinking about the one we want to marry. its frightening to think that a lot of people choose who they want to marry by their twenties, and look how close we are! are we really almost ready to marry and have families of our own? Three more years just doesn't seem long enough to explore and find the one i want to be with, and the perfect job and the perfect anything. I still feel like a kid, and it frightenes me how fast we are supposed to grow up. but yet it is still our senior year, and in about seven, yes only seven, more months we are out of Roscommon High School, forever.