okay so i am extremely...i don't know what the hell i am! my life is going back to where it's supposed to be, and i'm getting things done again. well anyway i got my writing workshop started today, and there were only four of us, but it was still a lot of fun! :) i cant wait for more over the year, even though i know it's going to end up like our dnd meetings or english club meetings, but it's still fun to be with friends! oh yeah i have come to the conclusion that lonliness is the key to work, and love destroys any chance of getting anything done! yup! lol! actually i've found out that i have been basing my life around the past...and it all needs to stop! i need to grow up and get the hell out of here. CAN I HEAR AN AMEN?