so life has been one of those things that i cant get enough of, but at teh same time i really would lik eit to stop. i have been finding things harder to do, and impressing someone has been easy but hard...i have been changing, and it doesn't scare me anymore, but it has been making em question the things i have been planning. do i really want them? i mean i could do anything right now, marry anyone...go anywhere...so i have been finding it hard to settle down on one idea. i want everything, but you only live one life, and you can only do one thing at a time, and well theres just not enought time to live and do everything i want to do...dreams seem to be becoming nightmares, and i just want to wake up... "give me your heart and i will break it"