so things are going...and well thats pretty much all i can say about my life right now. lol my body has gone through its melt down...which is good i didn't really have to go to school during that :S but i am so...i dont know how to put it...i'm thinking tired, but i dont know. i think that i need a break from reality...atleast for once i would like to see things work out. *sigh* i'm not sad i dont want people to pitty me...i have a great life and great friends...but it just seems like something is missing...and i seem to only feel this way when i get away from school...i think its because i'm not preoccupied by other things...i wish there were more hours in the day...or maybe that time could just stop, and i could just be held and told everything is going good. lol i miss that...i want to go on a road trip...and i dont care about money and i dont care where i go, but i want to leave and just adventure new places and new challenges...i want to know what its like to not have the things i need. lol i know...i'm stupid for wanting such a thing, but doesn't it seem like you only want what you cant have? so why not ask for a life that i've never truely experienced? lol its just like how i want to love...i you want what seems impossible.