so i am really getting tired of the shit at home. everyone is being childish and is expecting me to spill the beans about everything! er! i am not going to say anything to anyone! okay so now i am just going to say bluntly what my problem is...okay scott is obviously not over me, and well i am still not sure of where i stand. i dont want to have a boyfriend that i have to babysit, and well i dont want to datre someone that has to worry if he is going to pass this year. and well i am just so confused, because at one point of time, i did love scott, but my feelings are being blocked by the posiblity that he might not succeed in life...i know this is very selfish of me, and that i'm being a drama queen, but this is truely how i feel!