"I am like a falling star who has finally found her place next to another in a lovely constellation, where we will sparkle in the heavens forever." -Amy Tan- i really like this quote! i am looking foward to being able to say it and have a reason to. a lot fo things have been coming out in the open, and i like it better this way. i hate secrets, they only darken the soul. but if you are wondering what the title to my entry means, TBMA, well it means To Be Me Again. its the only thing on my mind lately, and well i don't want to go back to the exact person i was, but i want to...i don't know. i miss love, i miss mystery, and i really miss my ambition. whats wierd is that marriage sounds exciting to me now, but not even a month ago i was afraid. is this me growing up? *sigh* i can't wait to find that special someone i can be with forever. UPDATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have decided that i am no longer going to kive in the past! i need to live in the now god damnit! i need to LIVE! UpDATE AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OKAY I JUST WANT TO SAY I LOVE YOU ALL AND YOU GUYS CAN COME OVER WHENEVER YOU WANT ;) FOR ANYTHING!!!!!!!! :P sex is really appriciated! PS these guys on my page are really H O T HOT!