It's been months. But I'm back :) So much shit, so much shit. I got into deep trouble. April 3rd. Horrible day. To put a long story into short words. I came to school. 5 people, including me went back outside to our friend's car, we got high and we came back before the bell rang for us to go to class. By the way, it was my first time doing weed. Friend wasn't feeling well so she went to the nurse and passed out. Told on us, and we got into trouble. Suspended. Isolated. Worst time of my life. Worst 10 days of my life. The 10 days I felt like killing myself because of what I did and who I hurt. 10 days of hiding everything from my mom. If no one had found out..it would've been okay. It would be between me and the 4 other people that were involved. But it didn't turn out that way. Dad knew. Everyone at school knew causing parents to know because of their damned children. This was maily the Indian people that go to the same school. So now that the parents know, parents told other parents that shouldn't have even known. Parents of my friend I've known since 3rd grade hate me now. Parents and brother of my friend that was involved with me getting in trouble, hate me. It kind of hurts. I have a ton more to write so I'll probably edit this tomorrow? or whenever I have free time like I had today. Chow.