Today wasn't fun. Nina left. I wanted to cry. Sure I'd be able to see her..only if my dad would let me hang out with her, but just not seeing her at school was getting to me. I don't know what was actually wrong with me, and neither did Brandon. He asked me if I was alright. I told him I was okay, but not like how I usually am. I'm scared he doesn't want me. I'm scared I'll mess up. I'm scared that he'll leave me. I don't want to fuck this up.