Rob amazes me. 3 years of being great friends and he completely stunned me on Tuesday. I wasn't expecting it. It's not that I didn't like it. I liked it a lot actually. I ended up thinking about whatever happened the whole day. And when I did, I'd get butterflies. Then he stunned me Wednesday too. Thursday. Today, as well. I wasn't expecting this at all. But I like it. I think I've always had a tiny crush on him ever since I met him and got to know him. I just didn't go for it. I don't know. I didn't think he liked me....Well, I thought wrong.

Problem. Brittney still likes him. She mentions him SO much in her notes to me. And when Rob ended things with her, she was a wreck. And she thinks he ended things with her for me. And at the time, I let her know that it couldn't have been. People kept thinking that there was something going on between me and him. When there wasn't. And this was a month ago. More than a month ago.

And then. Tuesday happened. So for me being with him, that makes me a bad friend? But he was the one that made the move. But I let him. I need to talk to Rob about this. I really do. Because I don't want to hurt Brittney. I don't want to hurt Rob and I don't want to get hurt..again.

So I thought I wouldn't be able to get over Harry. I'm getting there. I'm doing it. I'm getting over him. Slowly..but I am. Because my feelings for Rob aren't super strong yet. But they're there.

It's a giddy feeling. 'Cause I can talk to him about nonsense. And he does the same with me. And we listen to each other. About anything. We mess with each other and play fight and just random things we do, they're great. Whenever we hang out, I can be myself around him. Like completely myself and not worry about what he'll say, because I feel comfortable with him. And now that I think about it, I really can see myself being with him for a long time if everything works out. Just cause, you know? But I'm trying not to get my hopes up so quickly.