So it's been a while. About a month and a some days. Hah :P

I've been meaning to update. I just haven't found the time. And that's always my excuse. But it's the truth. I've been so stressed out over school and family issues lately it's hard for me to think about anything. I finally broke down Thursday in front of my Pre Cal teacher, who's my favorite teacher, by the way. Because of him I'm actually passing math with an A. Wow, huh? But when I did break down, what triggered it was the fact he gave us an assignment that I totally could not focus on. My mind was everywhere. I read the pages over and over and over again and I still didn't understand it. I attempted to try working the problems out and I couldn't. I felt stupid. So stupid and I was afraid to ask him for help. I don't exactly know why because I usually do ask my teacher for help, and that's what you would do right? I don't know what stopped me. And when I did ask him, I started crying. He told me to calm down and breathe. I did. And then later on in class he said, "Maleeha, can I have a chat with you outside for a bit?" And usually that would happen if someone was in trouble. Either way, I followed him outside and he got me to calm down. And said, "Just relax..breathe, this happens, and don't ever hesitate to come ask for help. And uhm..please don't cry in my class ever again. It hurts to see students I care about depressed. I tend to tear up--Oh, don't tell anyone that. Everything will work out..and this is the part of the conversation where if I wasn't a teacher, I'd give you a little hug. But I can't do that because it's illegal, so here's a little pat on the back for ya." It made me smile and I did calm down.

I got the permission request form for attending Southside next year. I'm actually thinking about not going there, but going to the school I'm originally assigned to. Mauldin. Most people think it's for a boy. Not exactly. Even though the boy I like goes there. I mean, it'd be nice if I got to see him more, you know? But yeah. First reason is that my parents don't like Southside at all. We've gotten into so many arguments over the three years I 've been at Southside. Maybe if I finally switch schools, I might get a phone? Maybe? Let's see. Second reason is that I came to Southside because they are really the best school academically. They have more AP and IB classes. I was supposed to be in the IB program and I am, sort of, but I don't have any IB or AP classes because I screwed up last year. I only have honors classes. And I can take Anatomy and Physiology there..I've been missing out on that for the past three years. Pissed me off. I'm seriously considering switching.

But anyhow. Boy. Lovely boy. Amazing boy. Makes my heart sing, dance, and fly. We've been talking for 2 months and some days now. And never have I been so happy. <3

My update for now, I'll try and update soon.

Ciao.