I'm being as patient as I can. But I don't know how much I can hold in anymore. 4 days seems like forever. And I hate this distance you're building.. can it just be that it's break and you're busy? Or is it that you've lost interest in me? I want to gain your interest back. Tell me what I should do, please. I don't want to lose you. You're the best thing that's happened to me. You've made me happy, ecstatic. I can't exactly describe how I feel about you. But my feelings are strong. I love you. I love you so much that...I can't say. I absolutely hate the fact I can't see you. I absolutely hate the fact we haven't talked in a while. I just hate not hearing your voice. I miss you. And it feels like you don't care. Not anymore at least. 3 months. Can't we keep going, please? I'll do anything you want just to fix what's distancing us. I'll do anything. Just tell me. I don't want to lose you. I really don't.