Listening to: The Torture of Comacine
Feeling: alone
Thank you Lucy for telling me about them :)
My mom wants me to dress up again :/
I might as well. I need to clean my room and shower and then get ready. Maybe I should be lazy today. Probably not a good idea. I have to work today. Bleh.
So I've told my mom that I can not stand my room and it's too small. I don't have enough room. I'd rather sacrifice my bed. That's what I'm planning to do. Sacrificing my queen-size bed for a twin-size bed. At least I'll have more room. And then I'm planning on getting a new desk. My current one is crap. Serious crap. It's falling apart. I want a simple one so again..I'll have more room. And I'll feel comfortable here. My mom said I shouldn't though. I'll move around and fall off a twin bed. I don't move around much. At all. Half of my bed is going to waste because of that fact. I'm going to do it. I need to.
I was talking to Nina yesterday at around 11ish or 12. She said, "Look at you. Going to sleep at 11 on a Friday night." Haha. I know. I think around 6ish she called again and she said that she had an odd dream. In her dream she was bulimic. And it scared her. But I told her not to think about it because everyone knows you wouldn't do such a thing. She told me that she was glad she had me to talk to about stuff like this. I felt special. It really made me feel good. Not the fact her dream scared her, no. The fact that I proved myself to be helpful and caring to my best friend. Even at 6 in the morning.
I need more tea. <3
What would be your theme tune do you think?
And <3 TTOC! :]