My dream consisted of the right guy this time. And it was him and I talking online. And I mean, it was like before, he was happy and started talking to me and I talked to him back. He asked me where I had been since we hadn't talked for a while. And I exploded saying, "Where have YOU been, man?! I've been trying to talk to you for days now and I never got a reply." He said, "I never got any messages from you but I was grounded so I wasn't near a computer." My computer would keep fucking up. And shut down by itself. So by the time I got back on, he got off.
So I called him. And I told him that I wanted to start the new year off with him. And he said the same. But he said, "How?" And I asked him if he'd be at home for New Year's Eve. And he said, "Yeah." And I said that we should just meet. Halfway, like we first met. And he said okay. I was on the phone with him until he got halfway to the halfway point [make sense?] and then I hung up and ran. I ran without a coat and shoes. I was in my pjs. I didn't care. I ran and we met up halfway, which is in front of the park. [That's how we first met too. He was walking, and I was running towards him :P] He was wearing a jacket, and jeans and his Nikes. I looked up at him and we could hear everyone in their homes starting to count down. 10...9...8...7...6...I got close to him and held his hand. 5...4...3,...I let go of his hand and I reached up and put my arms around his neck while he put his arms around me. 2...he lifted me up. 1...I looked at him and smiled. "Happy New Year" we both said together. And we kissed.
I woke up.
And cried.

So that made me think. What if he's busy? Or what if he's grounded? I wouldn't find it fair for him though since it was New Years Eve. I don't know.

I thought to myself, "What if I called him and just wished him a happy new year? That way I'd get to talk to him and ask him about whatever's going on." I asked Maria if it was a good idea. She said it is. So wish me luck on 12:00am :] I'll be grateful.

Sam might be coming over tomorrow. I'm excited about that. If she comes over we can hang out with a couple of my friends and also meet my guy. Heh.

And Nina delivered news that got me crying. I had called her last night and she picked up and said, "Maleeha! Babe, guess what..little sister, oh my god, guess what." And I said, "I don't know what, tell meee." and she said, "I'm going to be able to see you on your birthday!" and I squealed. And Nina said, "You wanna know how?" and I said, "Yeah yeah!" and she said, "'Cause I'm moving back, babe." I squealed, again. I get to see my Nina again.

2010, please be amazing.