Listening to: Alexisonfire
Feeling: alone
I hate being away from school. I have nothing to do at home. I have no one at home. I'm trying my best to hang out with Nina, and we're planning on hanging out on Tuesday. Hopefully that works out.
I've been drawing a lot lately. Just random things. I even drew someone. I think it came out pretty good. Anyone else could do better though.
I want to go shopping. I have 12 dollars and that's probably going to buy me a shirt? Not enough. I'm going to try buying a dress thing. Something pretty. I never wear those.
So I did get to hang out with Nina and Mac and bunch of other people on Tuesday. Mac and Nina came to pick me up on Tuesday but someone else came along with them. I didn't really want to see her. So I just refrained from talking to her much. Though, she came out of the car. I thought it was Nina for a second. I ran towards her but then I saw that it WASN'T Nina and I stopped midway. But I couldn't turn back around so I just hugged her. But then I saw Nina, and I ran and jumped on her. And then I went to Mac and hugged him really tight. I tend to choke people. Jack has said this.
I may seem mean saying all that but I honestly didn't want to see her that day. Just Nina, Mac and I. But we ended up hanging out with 3 other people that day. Overall it was fun.
Wednesday I wanted to hangout with Nina and Mac again because it was Mac's birthday, but he had to something else. So I got a ride with Rob to Nina's and two other people from before were there so we all hung out and drove around and went to the mall. That was super fun. And then at one point we thought our ride left us and we got pissed. But their car was parked on the other side. Where the food court is. Hah.
I'm going to stop now.
I'll update later.
I have a couple mates, 10 years your senior who hit it a bit hard and they've done real damage to themselves. Can't hold a conversation etc.
Weeds cool though >.< have a nice chill!
Hope your all good anyway :] ready for xmas yeah?
xxx