Listening to: CrushCrushCrush - Paramore
Feeling: calm
Forgive my late entry..
I was a bit busy. Yeah, it's the same story everytime but, it's the truth. I can never find time to write here, or even be on Myspace or Facebook for more than an hour. School is killing me!
I try finding serenity in everything but end up seriously failing. At the moment, it's my music that is serenity.
School, I'm starting to hate a few teachers..mainly because of their attitude towards students. It's really gay. I don't mind it towards me anymore though..sure I'll get really mad at it but then the next day it would be a distant thought of what happened. But there's so much of it, that I don't know, I look forward to one class, and it'll turn out like hell.
And then there's stuff outside of the education status.
Ehhh. I hate my cofusion. I'm seriously thinking of giving up at the moment. 'Cause if I go one way, one person will get hurt, and if I go another way, another person will get hurt. SOOOO I'm frickin' tired of it. Or maybe, it's my thought. I really don't know if I'll hurt them or not. I don't want to, that is what's stopping me.
GRR.
I'm about to blow up at my parents; they suspect me too much. I know my frickin' limits! I know what to do, and when to do it. I'm not a stupid non sensable person! It's aggravating.
Homework.. so I'm out.
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