Been a while. My bad.

I had a chance to hang out with Tyler yesterday but he didn't answer my text so I assumed he was sleeping after a long night. And I ended up hanging out with Nina for a tiny bit. And I felt stupid because when I told him he said that I could've called him, he wouldn't have cared. Damn. So I tried to get the car today so I could go see him, but dad, of course, said no. Like always. Because he can't make up his goddamn mind. I told him, "I don't get you." and walked off. But according to my mom he thought I said, "I hate you." Cool, dad. Put me in more trouble. I yelled, cried, yelled some more at my mom about how I don't like that he's a hypocrite, how he puts words into my mouth, how he can NEVER make up his mind, how he thinks he always knows what's best for me, and how he in general sucks. And this has been going on for a few days.

I told Tyler about it and he said, "That sucks. Well, we'll figure out another day." And I said, "Definitely."

:] I can't wait to finally meet him.

Nina and Andrew come pick me up every night and we go back to her place to just chill, watch a movie, and/or eat. I love it. Nina's the best cook I know.

Nina's taking a trip to Florida with Andrew so I won't be able to see them for a couple of days. Which sucks because I got used to seeing them every night. Nina and I had a heart to heart yesterday and she almost cried. And we weren't talking about her. We were talking about me, and how I don't stand up to things that really matter and how I let people control me. Nina really cares. I love that about her. And then Andrew joined in and said the same things as her. If I could build my own family, they'd be the first people to be in it. Nina being my older sister. More than that actually. She's my role model. And then Andrew being that older brother I've always wanted; brother in law actually :P soon. He just needs to propose.

I love them to death. And they're always there for me. They've seen me at my worse and they brought me back from it. I can't tell you how much I appreciate them.