a lot of people r cutters. i never knew.I always felt so alone when it came to that.like no one understood.everyone i have ever told just called it childish and stupid.but i think people on here get the idea of cutting better.its just a way to get fustrations out and have controll of something. my stomach is killing me. i think i have a illness. im going to die.lol hopefully.im so fucking unhappy and the hole reason im writing bout this is cause at that meeting yesterday and this nosey ass girl was asking me about it i fucking hate that place.i still didnt do my work.......... my mom got a new job. ..... o my dad started drinking a gain but it not that big of a deal.i mean my step mom just fucking blew up on him and thats not right. i mean ya he shouldnt drink as much but he only had one. gezzzzz. wut ever i feel bad for my dad i mean were not close but i still love him. and when i was little the only dad i knew was brian and he pealed himself offf this world i miss him so much he was my world......shit now im crying .lol im such a pussy. im gunna go love yas