today i opened my front door and there stands my brothers old girlfriend Elita! she just came back from cali and i couldnt be more excited bout that. she is such kickass person,but i know my bro and her will never go back out but hey thats ok. i might go and spend a week of summer with her. that should be cool. im getting so tired of all this clean the house get kids ready for school taking care of them shit while my mom works till 6:30-45pm she goes in at 7:00am and it sucks.but wut ever me and my mom really dont get alo0ng alot but were all we have. u know? i dont go to my meetings anymore thats where im expected to be right now but they start at 6 and she doesnt get home in time oh well no big loss. me and my brother at my dads really dont talk nemore but i think its because well im not going to say cause he could read this and it will start all sorts of more fucking drama with me and them...... .. . i wonder when my other brother gets out of jail? he was the one i could relate with the most even tho hes step i dont count it as that. i have to go to my nephews b-day party thursday...and andrea is coming over thursday.... she wants to sit at home and i dont blame her i shoulndt of said that. whatever if it starts shit then fine fuck it i dont care. alright bye