i love when my mom sings.she has that raspy janis japlin kidda voice.its beautiful. and she can nail alll those notes perfect its great. wellll im still kidda pissed bout the whole cousin thing. i mean its not that big of a deal i mean never mind its stupid wut happened but hell take care of it...wow im so sick of living. "whos the one that makes u happy? or maybe whos the one always on ur mind" sorry my mom is sing and i thought i type along.when ever she sings i feel little again pure..... if only she knew. things happen to change people. and something just happened that gives e a different look on life. y people do the things they do. act the way they act...... i wonder if anyone thinks rather knows nething is wrong. i havet showered in forever im to depressed i dont eat nemore i just throw it up and no not on purpose it just doesnt feel right. i want to run away. i want to never feel this pain i want the world to know that i hate it. i want my *dad* back he was stupid for wut he did but can i blame him? im ultimently just like him....... i might go to some c a meeting tonight with my brother even tho i dont do that but wwut ever. imma go i cant write right know to sick lol