today is so lazy i dont even want to get dressed. i called my mom last night to see how things where going back home and to see if dad made it back ok and she wasnt there. huh? o well i think later on today im going to get my lazy ass up and go to mission beach and get my lip done. i have to do the right side cuz my nose iss done on the left.and i should go and buy some dye seeing as this cali sun has stripped the pink out compleatly.i think this time ill go back to blue. i dont know. there is nothing to write about.......... o the lady im staying with thinks that i have "problems" and always wants to talk about it. i just want to be alone i dont want this huggy kissy thing i want to sit and draw or play guitar not hug and tell you my feelings. thats not me. well i guess im saying my feelings now but this is to people with nofaces just screens. i should go and shower be back later. jess