...... there have been a lot of things going on this past week and i just cant get over it........ like nothing really happened badly and i was hardly alone but.... i feel so alone. monday i had to babysit so i hung out with my little brother and we had fun tuesday was my meeting and i stood outsde with dan for hours looking at the stars... wendsday i went to church and dan stayed over a while and we sat outside and talked about life and just everything in the world while looking at the stars... i think that me and him are just better off as friends because yea hes just so shallow and he talks about himself all the time and i hate that shit and thursday i went looking for a job and friday i ......... hummm o i think i just layed around bout today i cleaned all day because we are having a party tomorrow and ummm yea the house had to be clean... and yea i miss chris really bad and sweetest day is made up . no need for it.