did you ever have one of those days where everything falls to shit and you dont know wut the hell to do with yourself. i had that day repeat this whole week. that worst hit yesterday around 9pm. my brother called me and he was crying and i was all wut the hell is wrong with u? he just sighed and said tylers dead...........kane killed him. i sat there and just couldnt think i wanted to say so many things y how when but all that can out was the hard and rapid breathing of panic. for the ones who dont know me tyler is our dog whois 12 years old and we loved that guy even tho this breathe smelled like shit..... and kane is my dog. hes a beautiful pitbull who when he looks at you alll you see is love he WAS only 6 my dad is putting him to sleep today.this might not mean anything to any of yous but my dogs where my life i looked forward to comming home and having kane jumpo on me and lick the shit out of me and for tyler to jump up on my leg while im trying to walk begging to get a belly rub. i feel horribal for my step mom tyler followed her everywhere even into the bathroom. and now our black lab is all alone and he has always had a dog around him and now the house is empty and he walks around like hes missing something hes 14 and i know that now that the 2 other dogs are gone he will go in the next 6 months. i hate this. im so far away from them and everything is going to hell for both of my families. my mom is stressed and going thro hell with her boyfriend and my dogs are dead and my nephew moved up north so i can never see him fuck i shouldnt of been comming out here i should of just stayed...... in wisconsin.