my mom is at the store with my brother and sister. and my brother is at work and elita is at her house and im here in a haunted basement...... wut a day lol. this weekend was alright i mean not great but fine my cousin came over again and it was ok and we went with elita to get movies and the watched them then we droped andrea off at home and gotlost cuz elle doesnt listen to a damn thing not in a bad way and me and anj are not the ones u want to listen to for directions but o well so we ended up taking some scary ass road with no lights and ditches on each side of us and it was raing. w e and then we finally got there and me and elle went down town an drove around looking at things and then we went to the beach... it gets cold at 11:30pm and we came home and i was all depressed cause i dont want her to leave and we drove by the place were brain killed herself and it sucked. i think i cut down really deep this time cuz it was on a cut from friday so it re-openend so now ever time i move my wrist it opens again i wish i could have died but i obviously didnt.these past 3 months iv been really bad again.. and just in the past 2 weeks its been everyother night if no everyday just on the weekends it hasnt been that bad cause anj is over so i dont get a chance....... well thats alll i really have to say.