im so fucking sick of this house my mom is always bitching and screaming and thinkinng she better then us. she came home and snaped at me cuz i didnt clean the house and do the dishes and blah blah and i just woke up and those who know me know they know that i always clean there hasnt been a day in the last few month that i havent cleaned. but wut ever thats nothing big but know that her boyfriend moved out and calls ever 5 mins she likes to play this " shut the hell up or ill fucking beat u game" rules are simple u ask her or tell her anything while she sits on that fucking phone for hours with that dickhead shell deck ya well not my lil sister whos 5 cuz she loves that fucker tooo much and doesnt think she can do anything bad and not to say that the 5 year old is my mom and that dick heads baby. so the 5 year old willmess with my little brother whos 15 and has downsyndrom so he gets in trouble and mom hits the shit out him and he sits in his room and crys saying hes mom hates him and he prays to gos to have his dad come down to make it better.his dad is brian and brain was the closest thing to a dad i ever had and he commmeted suicide. my mom pisses me off so fucking bad she so lazy and wants me to be there mom she wants me to play the mother role will she plays the 17 year old daughter on the phone. she pathetic.and when he comes to vist she yells at me and will slam me in to the wall to prove shes some big shit cuz if u havent guessed me and her boyfriend dont get along and thats y he left and he has my mom and lil sister saying y dont u just move by ur dads then my dad can come back. wut ever it sounds like nothing to u people prob. but its hell to me and now that brians gone and i have nobody to talk to anymore my best friend is my razor and it helped me for 4 years. jess