Tonight my younger cousin Brandon came to me to get some advice on guy things! I was honored and I hope my advice gave him absolution this evening. He is just now becoming intimate with his very first girlyfriend and it makes me remember what it felt like to be in love when the meaning came with more purity. These young couples get to start fresh with each other and learn and experience together. You forget sometimes how amazing a kiss can feel when it is your first true love. I remember mine every day! Being in this relationship with Irina has been so educational for me I guess. We've been together on and off for almost two years now, we were even engaged to be married! I still think I am too young though, I need more time to be a kid before I give up what I hold so dear. I didn't see her today but I think about her every minute we are apart! Her love has a wierd spell over me, no matter how bad things get I always find myself missing her touch. A man loves to be loved, and we are all attention cravers! That's why jealousy tears people apart. We like to be the most important thing to our significant others, and when that feeling gets threatened we react like neanderthauls! A man should take care of his woman because she takes care of him. Women are princesses and we can only hope to be chosen to fill the bill. To all you kids out there: try to always follow your hearts no matter what pressures this life is weighing down on you, love can be a savior, serenity and divinity, just make sure you let love find you, don't go looking for it or you will only find heartache! Until then...