Well, a new developement in my life and times on the lost coast. Rick and I are moving into a bigger place finally, but there's a rotten little twist. We are taking on a new roomate. Cindy, a friend of Amanda's who is looking for a place right now, Rick's trying to "save the day" I guess. Normally this wouldn't be a big deal, and I'm sure it doesn't seem like a big deal to anyone out there, but like I said there's a little twist. Cindy has known me for a couple of months, we are both big OC fans (I know it sounds gay but I'm seriously obsessed!) and we met just casually talking about the show while I would visit Amanda at work. Cindy started asking about me and made it apparent that she was very interested in being more than friends. So...no worries on my side because I love Teddi very much, but I told Teddi this news tonight, and I saw a little of her charming innocence become shaken and nervous. Her mood changed very fast! I can put myself in her shoes though, if she was moving in with some dude that liked her I would be quite taken back, but this is a situation that unfortunately is not in my control. Rick is handling this and mine name can't even go on the lease because of my shitty credit history, so unfortunately that restricts a lot of my decision making skills! I love Teddi very much and this is one of those damn things! One of those little things that for whatever reason always seems to turn into something huge, mistakes often get made out of fear and insecurities, Jesus not again, I hope she is as strong as i believe her to be. Wish me luck all!