So Today me and heather went to the waffle house then went to the mall for a wile. It was fun. Heather Bought the Dooney & Bourke Handbag shes wanted forever. Its really pretty but im not really a fancy purse person. i mean i'd probally loose it. If i ever make a lot of money i dont know what id do with it. I would buy stuff for my friends and family i guess. But i think i would spend it all on Vacations and stuff. I would go every where in the world almost hah. That would be awesome. I think i would spend my money on expirences and memories. No one can take that aways from you. They can steel or buy a purse, but once you have a thought or memory you have it forever. unless you get Alzhimers or somthing. My mom is being so freaking gay. well she was. I want to move with my dad more than anything. I hope he moves here. We got in a fight [me & my dad] cause i did not plan when i was gonna see him and crap. I felt so bad. i really let him down. And thats not good for him. He had to have more surgery last week and i dont even know what it was all about. hes not the kind of person who tells you stuff. Im like the only person he tells stuff too cause he dont like the people where he lives. I dont know. I think that i understand him but really i dont. Kinda like he thinks he understands me but really he doesnt. Then again mebye he DOES understand me and mabye i DO understan him. I used to really care about my mom and how she couldnt live if i didnt live here. But now that my stepdad retired its like she dont care. Since hes here its okay if im not. She hasnt even spent time with me alone it like a week. That sounds not a lot but, it is to me. I have been with heather so much latley. I dont know I wish more than anything that my dad could move here and i could live with him. And i could visit my mom every other weekend or more. My dad and i dont ALWAYS get along great only because he does not want me to make the same mistakes he made. But if i lived with him at least i could live with someone i actually like. I simply cannot go on living with my stepdad. I have always said ever since i was about 10 years old "nothing will ever change so why even complain about it" But now it seems that me getting older it actually could change. I dont know anything right now. And i really really dont want to think about the future right now. I need to focus on school, friends, and my family. But i never have been able to focus on the things i should focus on. I guess i will see how things will turn out when they do turn out. Until that day comes i can only think about the moment. ..........SURVEY........ >1. WHAT IS YOUR FULL NAME? Jessica Leigh Steingraber >2.WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING? Black >3. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?TSY >4. WHAT ARE THE LAST 4 DIGITS OF YOUR PHONE NUMBER? 0067 >5. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE? Bagle >6. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE? Puke Green (less people would use me) >7. HOW IS THE WEATHER RIGHT NOW? ummm its night >8. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? My dad >9. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX? Hair, Eyes, Sense Of humor >10. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT YOU THIS? no one sent it to me >11. HOW ARE YOU TODAY? okay >12. FAVORITE DRINK? Vodka & tonic...hah Sweet Tea or Pepsi >13. FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK? woah i so read the quiz's mind damn im good![see #12] >14. FAVORITE SPORT? Hockey >15. HAIR COLOR? brownish blonde >16. EYE COLOR? blueish green i dont know >17. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? yes >18. SIBLINGS AND THEIR AGES? none >19. FAVORITE FOOD? hmmm i dont even know >20. WHO WAS THE BEST KISSER YOU'VE EVER KISSED? Stevan or John >21. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? View From The Top >22. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR? St.Patricks or My bday. >23. MOST EMBARRASSING THING THAT HAPPENED TO YOU? ran into everyone at the go cart place >24. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?not to shy i just never wanted to >25. DO YOU LIKE SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDING MOVIES BETTER? both >26. SUMMER OR WINTER? summer >27. HUGS OR KISSES? Hugs that come with Kisses >28. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE-NIGHT STANDS? depends >29. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA? chocolate >30. DO YOU WANT YOUR FRIENDS TO WRITE BACK? if they want >31. WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND? donno >32. WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND? donno >33. LIVING ARRANGEMENTS? what? >34. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING? none rite now >35. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? like a water scene i dont know >36. FAVORITE BOARD GAME? Monoply or Strawberry Shortcake game >37. FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING? ummm Shower, no mambye my breath, Naw i just think i wanna go back to sleep. >42. SCHWARZENEGGER AS GOVERNOR? i donno i dont live there >43. DREAM JOB? Actress/Comedian --jessica--