whoa. Today was okay. My mom and I were in target. And i was just thinking about all kinds of stuff you know...school, what im going to do with my life, John, Heather, my dad, my step dad, what im NOT going to do with my life, How Jell-O works. (i threw that last one in there for kicks hah). ANd i started Crying Hystarically. It was crazy. My mom was like freaking out she didnt know what was wrong so she took me to eat (i got a salad it was good). And we talked about everything that was going on. ME an her have not talked like that for a wile so it was all building up. It was kind of like, well have you seen the episode of "rich girls" where Alley is on the phone with her dad and shes all crying and telling him all her crap. Then she cant make food so she was upset again. Yeah it was like that. EXACTLY like that. Exept this all happened to me in public lol. I feel so much better now that we talked about it all. Its just weird latley. I cant really put into words how ive been feeling. I have not really been thinking about the future or the past, and I thought about everything all at one time and it was overwelming. Well i go to my grandparent's tommrow. So I've got to go pack but i will tell you the Jell-O thing first: Okay so any liquid that you put into the refrigerator and it turns into a solid, when you take it out it will turn back into a liquid right?....not jell-o, once jell-o is jell-o it is jell-o for eturnity! And i said that one day and this chick goes "well it will if you put it in the micerwave!" and im like "Okay how do you aquire this knowledge?!?!" :::women sitting eating Jell-o::: "Oh this jell-o is so good" "if you think its good cold, you should put it in the micerwave!" Thats true though okay bye have a Night. * ::jessica:: *