"You had more dicks in your mouth than a St.Bernard" ahhahah whoo this is funnie well im at my grandparents house. Its fun. I ate Bananna Pudding with my grandpa. It was so freaking good. Well may i say i fucking hate my step dad. I thought i did before. But now i know i do for sure. For all i care he can die a painfull death then go to hell then die another NEW painfull death every day. AHHH yes that would be awesome. NormaLLY i wouldnt care about someone this much. Most people i wouldnt even bother hating. It wastes too much energy you know. But he lives with me. I want to move with my dad so bad. Wait no....i just want to live on my own. Yes thats it. I think im going to go to a private boarding school. It was my mom's sugesstion. Its not that im NOT happy here. Well at school im fine. When i get home its just fucked up. I always tell my mom how i feel and shit and she agrees with me a lot. I dont understand how she can love him. Well wait i KNOW she dont love him. I just know. damn. The car ride up here was pure hell. It was like hitting a deer at 90 mph and the deer is bleeding like no other cause its lodged in between two headlights....and I am the deer. Yeah that was it Well whatever its not like anything is going to change. Oh the Good Charlotte song is on now...well this fits the mood. "hold on" yeah those people talking are so sad!! awe. well have a good evening. ::jessica:: Pee Ess~ SeaBiscuit IS MY HERO!!! hah