finally it's over. i called him and told him that i'm done. i can't do it. he said i'm pathetic and coniving. me. too bad he's the one that lies so people will pity him. he's the one that told zach i cheated on him to make us break up. and yea i'm pathetic? i'm coniving? he told me not to call him back. i wasn't planning on it. he told me not to speak to him for the rest of my "pathetic coniving life". i'm not planning on it. but it still kind of hurts.. of course. and yet at the same time it doesn't because i know it's better this way. it sucks that i lost another friend. we used to be so close. but we started dating and he changed. "that's what happens kristin. people change" i realize that. but he turned into the total opposit. and now and i'm hearing is "so what about you and so'n'so?" which is really irritating. people are acting like i just move from guy to guy. one after the other. i'm definitely not ready for another relationship anytime soon. yes. so'n'so is one of the most amazing guys i've ever met.. but that brick wall definitely isn't coming down. i need to learn to trust again..