Today was a very emotional day for me becuz of what happend to me,i don't know why they did it but i guess they just wanted to get there anger out so she decided to use that kind of action:(:( i don't know where i belong i don't know who i really am i don't know where i'm gunna be in furture life i don't know lots of things about my child hood my mother told me alot today about my child hood,hearing all those shocking thoughs of what happend to me really really harms,haunts my life. i keep on wondering what the world would be if i died???would people notice,or would people be "wow he actually commited suicide" i'm hurt in life every song that i here brings me down every thought i have is thinking about her everything time i think about my real family truly truly kills me:( :(:(I here lay a gun resting in my mouth hammer pulled finger on triger, WHY NOT PULL IT AND END IT ALL:(:( bye my friends