I feel ignored I feel messed I feel confused i feel lonely i feel lots of pain i feel abandoned well yesterday i just found out that my real sistered just had a baby:( i just hope shes happy of what shes done to my lifes and how she infected it:( i hope you feel as bad as i do TRUDY:@ well i'm really not supose to be on the computer at all becuz my parents band me from it. i'm grounded, i'm always getting bitch at from my parents its just don't feel right liveing in this kind of home. i feel like i shouldn't be here,i sud be in sum fosrter home thingy :(confused life:( :(help me god:(