Before I Forget Stapled shut - Inside an outside world And I'm sealed in tight - Bizarre but right at home I'm claustrophobic - Closing in And I'm catastrophic - Not again I'm smeared across the page and doused in gasoline I wear you like a stain, yet I'm the one who's obscene Catch me up in all your sordid little insurrections I've got no time to lose - I'm just caught up in all the cattle Fray the strings... Throw the shapes... Hold your breath... Listen I am a world before I am a man I was a creature before I could stand I will remember before I forget Before I forget that I'm ripped across the ditch and settled in the dirt And I wear you like a stitch, yet I'm the one who's hurt Pay attention to your twisted little indiscretions I've got no right to win - I'm just caught up in all the battles Locked in clutch... Pushed in place... Hold your breath... Listen I am a world before I am a man I was a creature before I could stand I will remember before I forget Before I forget that My end, it justifies my means All I ever do is delay My every attempt to evade The end of the road and my end It justifies my means All I ever do is delay My every attempt to evade The end of the road I am a world before I am a man I was a creature before I could stand I will remember before I forget Before I forget that that song describe how i'm feeling just this whole fucken weekend hasn't been good just every single fucken time i get yelled at i'm hateing myself even more i find my self on earth so fricken useless becuz of all the put downs i've been getting i don't know what to do anymore lost confused sad just please sumbody in the world please try and help me i beg for all my greatness:( i'm crying and i can't stop these tears just keep on falling just right now i wanna hide sumwhere i guess thats all i gotta say!