well really right now not in the bestest mood becuz really i don't want christmas to happen..its been 3 years with out my brother or my sister trudy just hurts that nobody else feels this way in my family becuz really i don't think i can talk to them about my brothers death. so yah i'm just not excited as other people for christmas to be coming up. right now im in a relationship (seeing each other) with Jessie...things are turning out fine..trying to make time for eachother to spend with and so yah(L) all i guess i can say is i'm hopeing sumthing can and will work out. so my day was alright i guess school..friends and then spent my time at the hockey rink playing hockey and hanging with friends then a rough practise at 8:45 at southdale i had with coachs mad about me and othere beening late. so yah thats my day goodbye {dame}