well school is about to start soon in like 5 days maybe i dunna just whatever about that i jsut hope its not a shitty year. well last night i had a rough conversation with my ex-jessie . just i'm not sure its so right for me to ask ehr out on september 9th anymore, since she said she wants to stay single, she seems happier,glad,just i guess she feels good right now. and truly i don't/won't wanna go screw it up, so i'm just have to lay back and stuggle, and mainly cry when she dates another guy:( just i wish that i was the reason she smile. *i love you*i love your smile**love your lips pressing agiasnt mine*love the time we spent*i know we fight but sumhow we can make it right in the end* miss you babe hope things will work out i'll think of you well i guess thats all i have to say for now, i'll updated once agian when i feel lonely. later dayz