Today was quite odd. I just wanted to be alone. Its not like me to feel like that. I normally want to be surrounded by people but today I wanted nothing to do with them... Strange.... My friends are amazing. They are loyal to me and they are so much fun. But theres one problem. They're totally different to me. I dont mind it, its just sometimes I could strangle them. They dont understand me. They dont understand that we're different. They dont understand that Im different... I hate this feeling. A feeling of emptiness. A blank space filled with air and a bread crumb. Im also ill. Blocked nose and ear. Sore throte ect. Its sucks so badly!!! Ahhhhh I cant wait 'till the end of the month to meet Inno. She's so cool. And plus, I get to go shopping. Im finally getting some converse or maybe some jeans and a top...But I think I'll just stick with the converse! Inno (Innogen) is awsome. We have the same views on basiclly everything. I cant wait 'till we eventually move to Bournemouth. Away from all the crap in my life. A clean, fresh start! A new home, environment, new friends...New everything. Its so excitng moving. Its going to be the second time in 3 years. How fun! And I'll get to be in a band to top it all off. With Inno and some other peopel whome we have to to decide....Hehe, I love yee old formall talk, tis funny :o) I think this should be enough for tonight, later days. Luff and stuff