Today I felt so alone and unwanted. My boyfriend ignored me. And when I came near him, he just backed off I guess. I said to my friends I might dump him. But I can't. He means too much to me then anyone will ever know. I want to talk to him but I don't know what to say. Im scared. I don't know what I'd do if we broke up. I need him. He's the only one I ca turn to for help...Well, not today. I had a little talk with my friends about the way they treat me. It was horrible. But it needed to be said, or they could never understand the way I feel... Life is shit, then you die. And everyone around you just carries on like normall not noticing that you've gone. Imagine how you would feel..Worthless, unwanted..alone.