Yesturday, a good friend did something I shall never forget. She told Sammys boyfriend a huge secret of mine. ARGGGG! WHY!? And she's acting like nothing has happened by inviting me to go to a fair with her! WTF?! Im going to go. I have nothing better to do. Oh Well. I had the most awkward dream last nigth about Jack. He broke up with me for Jess. I mean, what the hell? I guess its 'cause I have this stupid theory that he still has his "obsession" with her. I know it sounds like Im over reacting but I can't help it. Im not jealous, It just makes me feel a little odd in a way... Edit:: Sunday, 10th Had another odd dream last night. I dreamt Lara had a near death experience. Wierder than Friday nigts dream.. The bombs were coming towards Reading and me, Sammy and Lara went into an Indians house. But only their kids were their so were so scared. Then all of a suddon me and Sammy were in hospital. God knows why. It must have been that we were hit by the bombs. Then all of a suddon, we were alright..well, Sammy was still in Hospital, but was well. Lara was in the best nest to her and I had a wierd flash. People were standing around Laras bed and the re-sussitated her or what ever 'cause her heart had stopped. And that was my dream. Fucking wierd. I don't know what they mean though. They must mean something if they were about the people who I love and are closest to me. It kinda scares me really...