He told me he loved me last night. I didn't know what to say so I just said it back. But I don't know if thats how I feel.. But I suppose if you care about someone enough, you must feel some sorta love for them. We've been getting hassle from a lot of people at school saying thats its so wrong for a y10 to go out with a y8 and one gal in his year told him he' a kiddy fidler. Im uber pissed off with her now. But our relationship has nothing to do with anyone 'cept us. Besides, the age gap isn't even bad; a year and a half. Grr, I feel so fucking fat right now!! I have a twiggy boyfriend who is like 9st and Im like er...way more, lets just put it that way. Meh, life is poop =| Edit:: 26 Sept 2005 Ok, I feel like Im getting obsessibve over Chris. Not so much physically but more mentally. Like I always think about him and it felt like he was ignoring me today, even though he wasn't. Grr, I seem to confuse myself too much. Anyhoo, school is going really well now. I've settled in really well and made amazing friends who Im glad I have. Im not gonna forget my old ones though. They mean more to me then anyone and I thank God I have them. I love them to bits and pieces! They're always there for me when I need them, they give great advice and they give great hugs =D Maybe life isn't so 'poopy' after all... Edit:: Again =p Just been with Chris. I asked if he really meant it when he said he loved me and he does. He's so sweet sometimes. But a complete klutz. He knocked himself on the chain on the swing. Hehe, it was so funny but it looked like it hurt. Meh, Im writing on here too much lately but I've just been having the urge. Okay, Im not gonna write on here for at least 2 days. That should give me time have more things happen, hehe Ciao for now =D