Matts party was fun, I have to say. We had the BBQ - I didnt eat anything for some reason 'cept some garlic bread. Then we went to the school feild to play some cricket but we all got bored and sat down and talked and shit. I wouldn't give Chris the doritos, so he kinda chased me and when we got back to the group, Keira was like 'are you two going out?' Huh? Whatever... I also got raped =p Jo, Nick, Chris and Corny jumped on top of me for the doritos and Keira saw and took a video of it on her phone. I think I bit Chris and Nick which was so funny. Then Chris pushed me in a shopping troll while walking to Terries. They all played skittles with me in the trolley. It was so much fun! Robbie likes Jess, grr. He wouldn't shut up about her I swear! I really like him and I feel really shit, honestly. Nick and Jo think me and Chris like each other though 'cause we were with each other most of the day but the truth is, we juts get on really well and he's a good friend. Basically the only one I really talk to. But Im confused. Who do I like, Chris or Robbie? Chris kept looking at me though sometimes when I wasn't looking - even though I was. I dunno if he likes me. WHY DOES EVERYTHING HAVE TO BE SOOOOO CONFUSING?! Can't life be so much more simple? =)