I wish I had more time to write. Writing helps me to ease the stresses that I have. Swim has just started to get intense. I like it. I tend to slack off when the practices are easy and pointless only then do I ditch. But now I can feel the burn. I can feel myself becoming exhausted. I love the feeling that I get when I can't pull myself out of the pool. It soulds weird but I think it is a great sensation. My spring break wasn't really that exciting. I met some cool people but didn't really go out much. Work is good. The only day I work this week is Saturday. By myself. I am soo scared. I am afraid that I won't know the codes to use and that it will get so hectic that I'll breakdown. I can be strong but I can't help but be nervous. School is busy.. and this year has been the most difficult but I am really trying to keep my grades up. Chemistry is the only exception. I am going to go to summer school for that. I need to get my car buffed. Yeah I have the worst car luck IN. THE. WORLD. Today is my mom's birthday. I want to get her something nice but first I have to pay to get my car fixed.. then I have to work more often to get enough money to pay for it... She should get it by the end of the month.. haha.. I'm going to shower now. ~Jessica*~