Start with 100%, and take away 1% for everything you've done/that's happened to you on this list. EXAMPLE... if you did ONE thing you would put 99% Smoked--100 Drank alcohol--99 Cried when someone died--98 Been drunk--97 Had sex--96 Been to a concert--95 Given a handjob/gotten a handjob--94 Given a blowjob/gotten a blowjob--93 Been verbally sexually harassed--92 Verbally sexually harassed somebody--92 Felt someone up and/or been felt up--91 Laughed so hard something came out of your nose--91 Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before--90 Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend--89 Been to prom--88 Cried at school--88 Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store--87 Went streaking--87 Given a lap dance--87 Had someone of the opposite sex in your room--86 Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over--85 Slept over at someone of the opposite sex's house--84 Kissed a stranger-83 Hugged a stranger--82 Went scuba diving--82 Driven a car--81 Gotten an xray--80 Hit by a car--80 Had a party--79 Done drugs--78 Played strip poker--78 Got paid to strip for someone--78 Ran away from home--78 Broken a bone--78 Eaten sushi--78 Bought porn--78 Watched porn--77 Made porn--76 Had a crush on someone of the same sex--75 Been in love--74 Frenched kissed--73 Laughed so hard you cried--72 Cried yourself to sleep--71 Laughed yourself to sleep--70 Stabbed yourself--70 Shot a gun--69 Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day--69 Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours--69 Been online for 9 consecutive hours--69 Watched an animal die--68 Watched a person die--68 Had sex and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person present--67 Pranked somebody--66 Put somebody in the hospital--66 Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out--65 Kissed somebody of the same sex--64 Dressed punk--64 Dressed goth--64 Dressed preppy--64 Been to a motocross race--64 Avoided somebody--63 Been stalked--62 Stalked someone--62 Met a celebrity--61 Played an instrument-60 Ridden a horse--59 Cut yourself--59 Bungee jumped--58 Ding dong ditched somebody--57 Been to a wild party--56 Got caught stealing something--56 Kicked a guy in the balls-56 Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend--56 Went out with your friend's crush--56 Got arrested--56 Been pregnant--56 Babysat--55 Been to another country-54 Started your house on fire--54 Had an encounter with a ghost--54 Donated your hair to cancer patients--54 Been asked out by someone that you never thought you'd to be asked out by--53 Cried over a member of the opposite sex--52 Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for over 3 months--51 Sat on your ass all day--50 Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself--50 Had a job--49 Gotten cut from a sports team--49 Been called a whore--48 Danced like a whore--47 Been mistaken for a celebrity--47 Been in a car accident--46 Been told you have beautiful eyes--45 Been told you have beautiful hair--44 Raped somebody--44 Danced in the rain--43 Been rejected--42 Walked out of a restaurant without paying--42 Punched someone/slapped someone in the face--41

well it looks like that little bitch finally backed off.. hahaha but -anyways- y'all should go to xanga.com/eyecandy01 then maybe i'll come back here.. who knows? PEACE

God...people make me laugh! I haven't used this diary in a long time.. don't really feel the need to anymore. Ok I'm going to have a little bitch session right now to whoever left that comment. :) First of all, I'm glad you can talk so much shit! Too bad you're too much of a BITCH to leave your name.. and it's a good thing you didn't! I don't know who you are.. but i hope you understand who I am.. Yeah the title 'not enough hoes' refers to a song.. by ludacris.. but you're probably too fucking dumb to know that! oh yeah & it's good to know i'm the biggest hoe in hse.. considering no guy in hse has ever got with me!..& i've been with danny for about 6 months..he keeps me perfectly happy..i wonder how he cheats on me when he's with me every day..all the time..and i sleep in his bed EVERY night.. yeah sorry but that lie didn't go through either. If you're such a hard ass, then you should probably tell me who the fuck you are and we can handle it. But I suggest you just remain anonymous.. i know you're probably too scared to say who you are :) yeahhh.. I RUN THIS FUCKING TOWN. If you FUCK with me.. you WILL get fucked up. My crew doesn't fuck around..we're straight TRILLLL..& we ride 50 deep HOE! i DaRE you.. to FUCk with me xxx NOB xxx

this weekend has gotten a lot better than it was on friday & saturday.. sunday i worked a double shift.. well kind of. on my break between shifts i went to mikey's open house and it was pretty fun.. just being with danny's whole family. then when i went back to work i was like i'm leaving we have no customers and my manager was like ok.. haha.. so i went back to the apartment & everyone was there it was tight. i stayed at the apartment most of the weekend.. me & danny got a new bed it's sooo big! i love it. so anyway things went a lot better last night.. we had a great night together with mikey, megan, shannon & chad. we went to the hotel to see little matt & smoke with him.. and danny's older brother jimmy showed up with amber. jimmy has been pissing me and everyone else off for a long time.. he's so two-faced. i spent a lot of the day with tina (his wife).. and it just makes me sick when he goes out with all these younger girls... i mean he has 4 kids! so anyway they got a hotel room and that amber girl.. who i don't like anyway.. asked me if i could talk to her outside. so i went out there.. and she fuckin ASKED me if she could do my b/f.. i was like wtf?!?! who asks that? no.. you can NOT do my b/f... what a fuckin slut that really pissed me off! sorry i do not share him... bitch. that was the only bad part of the night i guess.. then today we were lazy all day & then he took me out to eat at Ruby Tuesday's.. and now i'm waiting for him to come over.. i'm glad things are finally working out.. i love him more than anything! <3 Dee P <3 ok i can't believe it's almost summer! even though we are the only ones still in school.. lol i'm so excited for this summer i know it's going to be soo tight.. THREE DAYS!!!

what up. i haven't updated in awhile.. actually a lot has happened. today sucked. i don't even think i got out of bed till like 3.. danny got so drunk last night and all we did was fight. he was trying to make me sleep on the couch instead of his bed.. so i left. then he came like chasing after me it was so dramatic and dumb. so then we fought and fell asleep and all we did today was lay in bed cuz we didn't even fall asleep till like 4 am.. actually i don't even know if we were home then.i don't know how much longer i can put up with all this bullshit. i love him but i hate this. so this week was pretty good.. two of my friends got married this week.. kind of weird lol. my friends are so old. well there's only 3 days of school left.. how fucking exciting is that? i'm sooo glad i'm finally a senior! but yeah going to school just sucks... everyone i even talked to in school was a senior i think.. lol damn. it's like every single person i hang out with graduated in 03.. then my best friends left in 04.. and then all my good friends left this year. i don't really have friends that are in high school anymore. but yeah i only have one semester of high school left!... we had a meeting on friday & they said i can graduate a semester early WITH honors.. how pimp is that? i'm so happy. ... only 1 semester 4 me!.. which means i can get my apartment earlier. so yeah i guess things aren't that bad.. except for i found out something really really bad but i don't even know what to say about it. okay so in about one week i'm leaving for bonnaroo. i haven't been more excited for anything in years, seriously. if you don't know what it is then you are DUMB!.. but it's this huge hippie concert in tenn... there's like the dead & dmb and a bunch of bands and it lasts for like 3 days. so my dad is letting me go out there for a WEEK with katie H & tommy w & tweek (nate).. we're going just us! then i'm meeting kelly s & nik v & wilford out there. it's going to be so fucking awesome i can't wait! that is really my only motivation to get through these last 3 fuckin days of school...

I guess it's just days like these when I wish me & my mom still talked... *<3

ok there's something seriously wrong with me. i think i'm like clinically depressed. because no matter what i do, i'm still not happy. i have no motivation.. NONE.. to do anything at all. i think it's a combination of things that made me feel like this.. but i really don't know. i'm just done with this life, i'm done with this fuckin town and all these rich fuckers that i don't like and everything being fucked up. if some random person came up and asked me to leave with them.. i would and i would never come back. and if i had a pound of weed... i would smoke it all right nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

Sooo I haven't updated in awhile... actually a lot has happened. My mom got married... Danny went to the wedding with me. It was pretty dumb, it just made me feel sick. My mom's new last name is Higgins.. and if anyone ever uses the word stepdad to me.. i'll kill you. :) The only good part about it was the after-dinner thing.. because it was just me & Danny, and my sis & her bf. Soo that was fun.. I tried out for guard and made it. (wooo big surprise haha) I'm pretty sure I'm gonna stick with it.. but you know what's weird is I've been in it 6 seasons.. which is more than ANYONE else on guard. I don't know if I'll be on rifle yet.. haha I know I'm not that good but that would be gay if I wasn't on it.. so hopefully I will otherwise I'll probably quit. Me and Danny are really good.. I was worried for awhile because we kept fighting and I always thought he was mad at me.. but we've been really good lately. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH! I don't know what I would do without him... On the other hand, Chase got his own apartment.. I'm SOO proud of him! It's kind of weird because me and him always talked about getting an apartment together.. and now that he has it it's like hard to believe.. I'll probably end up with him again in the future but I guess it just depends??? So Boo-Boo is out of jail.. startin sellin to him but haven't really hung out with him like I want too.. things change when people go away for a long time I think. He was only in jail for 6 months, but that's actually a REALLY long time and I just hope we can get as close as we were before he went.. :/ Also Kristen is writing me from jail.. she might be there through summer.. which sucks ASS. I sware to god I HATE her fuckin mom.. cuz that's the only reason she's in there. It's kind of ironic she's in there too... cuz I was first and now she is.. I guess what goes around comes around.... I've been hangin out with Daniel & Quintin a lot more.. Daniel is my best friend and he pretty much took the place of Kristen AND Katie.. I really love hangin out with him more than anyone else lol.. Katie moved out of her apartment and is living with some hippies. She might move to South Carolina today.. ???? don't know about her anymore... Ok well school's almost out.. gotta go to my 3-hr detention.. good thing i've only been here 2 hours :)

Wow school is so boring today.. and I don't understand what we're doing in Comp. Apps. so I'm not gonna do it. This weekend wasn't very good.. actually it was pretty bad. Here's some highlights: Friday - work, boring parties, getting robbed, having nowhere to sleep, 5 cops, locked my keys in my car, a bunch of annoying hippies in Broad Ripple at 4 am... Saturday - didn't go to prom, felt sick, tried to find guy who robbed me, sold to a snitch, hung w/ Daniel, saw Amityville Horror, chilled wit Hoare & Amanda, then went to Will's.. lots of drugs.. Danny got really pissed at me.. passed out cryin on his bed Sunday - work all day, cleaning, stayed at home.. Danny told me he thinks he's bipolar cuz he gets mad at me so much ??? Yeah so my weekend was pretty horrible, class needs to be over cuz it's fuckin nice outside today. I still don't know if I want to do guard, but I'm going to go tonight and see how it goes.. it's gonna be weird.

LiFe iS So BoRiNG RiGHT NoW... really i'm just bored of everything.. and i want the summer to be here NOW.. so i can go crazy cuz it'll be more fun then. i hate school more than i ever have before. well kristen got out of jail.. but more importantly SS did too! i can't believe he was gone for 6 months.. it really doesn't seem that long ago, but i know it is. damn i'm SOOO happy he's out.. he's my boy. :) but justin just got four felonies.. so he's going to be facing a lot of shit. why do all of my best friends go to jail? as long as my boyfriend doesn't... god i would DIE if that happened again.. yea me and danny are good.. as far as i know.. i mean we were fighting a lot but he was just starting to be too controlling.. but i still love him.. very very very much. katie's scaring me right now.. she dropped out of college and now she's doing so many weird drugs i can't keep up with them. she loses every job she gets. i just don't want her to end up like all our loser friends whose lives consist of getting wasted... and that's it. and i'm paranoid right now... cuz i made up some huge lie to my teacher today.. oh well.. i wish i didn't care so much about this shit.

HAVE YOU EVER... 1. Kissed your cousin: yea 2. Ran away: no 3. Pictured your crush naked: yea 4. Skipped school: yea 5. Broken someone's heart: yea 6. Been in love: yea 7. Cried when someone died: yea 8. Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: maybe 9. Broken a bone: no 10. Done something embarrassing: yea 11. Lied: yea 12. Cried in school: maybe WHICH IS BETTER... 13. Coke or Pepsi: either 14. Sprite or 7UP: sprite 15. Girls or Guys: guys 16. Flowers or Candy: flowers 17. Scruff or Clean shaved: scruff 18. Blondes or Brunettes: blondes 19. Bitchy or Slutty: bitchy 20. Tall or Short: short 21. Pants or Shorts: pants 22. Night or Day: night WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX... 23. What do you notice first: game 24. Last Person You Slow Danced With: damn.. uhm i guess Paul at last year's prom 25. Worst Question To Ask: i don't usually care i'll say anything THE LAST TIME YOU... 26. Showered: yesterday 27. Stepped outside: today 28. Had Sex: this morning ABOUT YOU... 29. Romantic memory: laying on the couch with danny till 7 in the morning talking about everything 30. Your Good Luck Charm: danny's mom's bracelet.. pic of alisha in my car 31. Person You Hate Most: Bush, police 32. Best Thing That Has Happened: i don't know..?? 33. On your desk: cell phone.. cookie crisp 34. Picture on your desktop: some blue trees FAVOURITE... 35. Color: pink 36. Movie: 8 Mile, Scarface 37. Artist or band: Three 6, Do or Die, Tupac 38. Cars: camaro 39. Ice Cream: mint chocolate chip 41. Food: chicken WHO... 42. Makes You Laugh The Most: Lil Matt 43. Makes You Smile: Danny 44. Can Make You Feel Better No Matter What: Danny 45. Has A Crush On You: uh my BOYfriend, Jusin, Red, Kevin, Chase, Joquel, LJ 46. Do You Have A Crush On Someone: uh just my babi 47. Who Has It Easier?: all guys, all my friends outta school 48. Gives You A Funny Feeling When You See Them: Chase DO YOU EVER... 49. Sit By The Phone Waiting For A Phone Call All Night: no 50. Save AIM Conversations: sometimes 51. Save E-mails: if i need too 52. Forward Secret E-mails: no 53. Wish You Were Someone Else: no 54. Wish You Were A Member Of The Opposite Sex: sometimes 55. Wear Cologne: perfume 56. Kiss: yea 57. Cuddle: yea 58. Go Online For Longer Than Eight Hours At A Time: no HAVE YOU EVER... 59. Fallen For Your Best Friend?: yea 60. Made Out With JUST A Friend?: yea 61. Kissed Two People In The Same Day?: yea 62. Had Sex With Two Different People In The Same Day?: i don't think so 63. Been Rejected: i think so 64. Been In Love?: yea 65. Been In Lust?: yea 66. Used Someone?: no not in a relationship 67. Been Used?: yea 68. Dumped Someone?: yea 69. Been Cheated On?: yea 70. Been Kissed?: yea 71. Done Something You Regret?: no WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON... 72. You Touched?: mom 73. You Talked To?: mom 74. You Hugged?: mom 75. You Instant Messaged?: jason 76. You Kissed?: danny 77. You Yelled At?: danny 78. You Thought About?: SS & his psycho bitch cousin 79. Who Text Messaged You?: justin 80. Who Broke Your Heart? ryan 81. Who Told You They Loved You?: danny MORE ABOUT YOU... 82. Color Your Hair? do i? no, & it's blonde 83. Have Tattoos?: no 84. Have Piercings?: yea 85. Have A boyfriend/girlfriend?: yea 86. Own A Webcam?: no 87. Own A Thong?: yea 88. Ever Get Off The Damn Computer?: yea 89. Sprechen Sie Deutsch?: wtF 90. Habla espanol?: some 91. Parlez-vous francais?: oui 92. Quack?: no HAVE YOU / DO YOU / ARE YOU... 93. Stolen Anything?: yea 94. Smoke?: sometimes 95. Schizophrenic?: no 96. Obsessive?: not really 97. Obsessive compulsive?: yea 98. Panic?: not usually 99. Anxiety?: only if i'm bout to get jumped or some shit if i'm at a party where i don't know everyone 100. Depressed?: sometimes Who are you: Leah Where are you from: Indy Are you tired of answering those same 2 questions in every quiz u take: not really Why did you decide to take THIS quiz: it's only 1:10 am & i can't go out tonight *How do you feel about..... Homosexuals: they're cool Heterosexuals: normal Bisexuals: no problem Christians: they can get annoying Pagans: they're fine, kinda depressing tho Harry Potter fans: haaa Anime: pretty gay Star Trek: even worse Buffy The Vampire Slayer: dumb Friends: overrated Will & Grace: funny Religion: interesting Politics: boring Gay Marriage: fine by me Straight Marriage: that's fine too Marriage in General: it'll happen when i'm ready, but who knows Monogamy: usually unrealistic Disney Movies: some are good, some aren't Diet Soda: uhh gross Music Piracy (MP3 file sharing): ooh bad.. NOT *Ooooh... Look at all the stars.... Is Christina Aguilera a slut?: no Is Britney Spears a slut?: no Did Janet intentionally let her boob flop out?: i doubt it Did Michael molest those kids?: no probably not Did O.J. do it?: hell not bitches If you had to star in a same-sex love scene, who'd it be with?: Angelina Jolie Oposite-sex love scene, who would it be?: Eminem

Ok so I just typed a super-long entry but it erased so now I'm pissed.. Chase just called me and confessed his love to me.. haha.. that was really weird.. ok so I'm gunna do this cuz I can't sleep it needs to be Spring Break right now.. I don't wanna go another day. Whats your name- Leah How Old ARe you- 17 Whens Your B-day- 8-16 Height- 5'3" Nicknames- Lays, Lee Lee Hair Color- blonde Eye Color- blue Skin Color- white [[ LaYeR 2 YoUr ClOtHeZ ]] Today You Wore- white pants & a cute shirt Favorite Clothing Brand- Ecko Favorite Pants- Pitaya Favorite Shorts- my Hard Rock ones Favorite Shirt(s)- my Scarface one.. then like all my tanktops Favorite Hoodie- my Roca Wear one Favorite Tank Top- plain white spaghetti strap Favorite Socks- the fuzzy ones Lucas' mom bought me Favorite Undies (lol)- the pink & black thong with the chain.. ahaha Favorite Shoes- my Playboy ones.. or white stilettos [[ Layer 3 YoUr MuSiC ]] Your Favorite song- see above! Your Favorite Music- rap In Your Cd Player Now is- summer mix (it felt like summer today ok?!) Are you into Rap- yeah Are you into Hip Hop- yeah Are you into Emo- no Are you into Metal- no Are you into pop- some Do You Have A Band Tee- yeah If so what is it- Pink Floyd.. Evanesence.. Atmosphere.. Tool [[ Layer 4 HoT oR nOt ]] MCR- huh TBS- not 50 cent- hot Jesse McCartney- not Makeup- hot eyeliner- not Polka DOts- not Suspenders- not Candles- hot Witchcraft- not Gerard Way- wtf Jennifer Lopez- hot Frank Iero- not? Britney Spears- hot Weed- hot

Well it's the last week before Spring Break.. and I sware it CAN'T come soon enough! Well this weekend was pretty good.. Friday I worked then went to Opaleen's party with Hoare.. it was pretty tight, then over to another party later that Paul was at.. it was cool cuz i saw a lot of people i haven't seen forever.. but it ended up being like 20 drunk guys hitting on me so i left.. went home to my babi's house and went to bed. I actually wish he would just go to parties with me sometimes cuz i hAtE getting hit on by all those nasty guys.. Hoare gave my number to like these 25-yr-old guys and i really don't understand why they keep calling me?.. They DO know i'm 17.. whatever. One good thing is that psycho bitch's b/f called me and apologized for everything.. which was RELIEVING.. but the harassing still hasn't stopped because she called me like 10 times today.. at least he >fianlly< realized what a psycho nigger-bitch she is. haha. Me and Danny stayed in bed like all day Saturday.. lol.. we are both SOOO lazy.. so we never get up. Then we took Capone out since it was a nice day.. then I went to work. I like FREAKED when i got to work cuz there was like 3 fire trucks & an ambulance and all this shit.. but it was ok.. but i'm still worried!.. I sware some people are just sooo dumb. Then later that night i met up with big Pat.. then went over to Katie & Chase's apartment.. i sware there is so much fuckin drama there i can hardly stand it. Me and Katie are a lot closer now since Kristen is gone that kind of brought us together, but she is being weird lately. She's with like 5 guys at the same time and they keep coming to me expecting answers.. but i really don't know what goes on inside her head. It doesn't help that she and Hoare hate each other now too.. because all i hear is bitching from both of them. AHH it's gay having two best friends who are enemies.. Yeah but then i just went out to eat wit Danny.. then went home and slept. Easter was kinda gay.. my mom didn't even call me so all i did was go out to eat with my dad then he left. Danny came over and then we went to his house and celebrated our own Easter.. hehe. :) So yeah my parents had a court thing today and i guess i have to go to my mom's every other weekend.. that kind of pisses me off. I just wish I was 18 already this shit is so annoying.. even tho i don't think i'm moving out anymore because i want to do guard again. Ahh i love danny sooo much.. we have such a good relationship right now and i think it's going to last for awhiile. i really thought i couldn't find anyone but i'm definitely happy i did.. he pushed his apartment back to the 12th so it's cool. His sister repainted the whole apartment their living in right now and it looks SOO tight.. but yeah i'm outta here bitches. p.E.a.C.E.

So this weekend was pretty good.. Friday I went to the Pacer's game with my babi & Jenn.. it was tight. (love ya girl!) Then I went & hung out with Katie & Richie.. then just stayed at Danny's forever. We were out till about 5 because his best friend works the night shift at a hotel.. and so does one of my best friends.. so we were visiting them all night haha. It's tight though cuz we can get in the hottub & shit. Saturday I had a good morning ;).. lol.. then I went to the guard's state competition at Center Grove with my babi & Hoare.. they did really good! It made me miss guard SO MUCH.. but I still don't know if I'll do it because I kinda realized I have no friends in it after Patrick & Britt graduate.. But anyway I went to work after that.. then my babi made me spaghetti for dinner & we drank with a bunch of people. I guess I was acting weird because Danny got like pissed at me.. but I wasn't really meaning too. :/ So yeah we had our -first- fight. But it's all good.. we got over it and it's the only one we've had so yeah. I worked most of the day today.. dad just got home but then he left again.. so yeah i'm out. peace Ok I feel like procrastinating my homework so here goes a survey.. haha.. Hair Color: blonde Eye Color: blue Music Genre Preference: rap/r&b Height: 5'3" Age: 17 Personality Type: outgoing, open --How Do You Like Your Guys?-- Older or Younger: older Romantic or Horndog: a lil bit of both Smart or Stupid: street smart, book stupid.. lol Fat or Skinny: skinny Skinny but Muscular or Big and Muscular: skinny but muscular Punk or Preppy: neither The Big Picture or the Little Things: uh?? little things? Flowers/Candy or Big Expensive Present: doesn't matter.. Mixtape or Burned CD: burned cd Love or Lust: depends Emotional or Just Not: a lil bit emotional Sincere or Jokester: jokester Hott and mean or Ugly and sweet: how about hott & sweet? Sexy or Just Cute: both Arse or Abs: abs Hair or Hands: hair? Dimples or Eyes: eyes Biceps or Calves/Thighs: biceps Teeth or Nose(some people are just wierd): uhmm.. teeth? Clean Shaven or Scruffy: doesn't matter Rugged or Prim and Proper: rugged Countryboy or Cityboy: neither Date alone or With Friends: either Mama's Boy or Rebel Without A Cause: rebel --Have You Ever-- Dumped a guy because he liked you too much: no Loved a guy because he stalked you: no Loved a guy because he hated you: no Asked your friend's crush out: no Lead a guy on for kicks: yeah Asked a guy out purely because he was hott: no Flirted with guys even though you had a boyfriend: yeah Lied about not having a boyfriend: yeah Lied about having one: yeah Cheated: yeah Been Cheated on: yeah Had a crush on a gay guy: no --Their Clothing(yes/no)-- Boxers?: yes Briefs?: no Hat?: sure Skater Shoes?: no Pimp Shoes?: haha sure.. Band Shirts?: some Vintage shirts?: no Southpole/um..other thug clothes..?: YES! Dixie Outfitters/Big Johnsons?: no Independent/DC?: no S&M/Little Devil?: no Fox/Thor?: no Jeans or Shorts?: jeans --Be Honest-- Would you ever date a guy for his money?: maybe.. Would you ever date a guy for his social status?: yeah kinda have.. Have you ever liked hanging out with your bf's friends more than him?: yes, all the time Have you ever pretended to like somebody to make them feel better? yeah Have you called a girl a whore, when you were screwing lots of guys?: no Do looks matter?: yes Are you honestly scared of being dumped?: only when i love the person Does size matter?: yes Do you avoid 'situations' with ugly guys?: not really Are you ashamed to be seen with your ugly friends?: no Are you ashamed for being ashamed?(you better be): uhm.. no Do you hide things from your crushes/guy friends/bf?: not really Do you lie about masturbation for attention or false innocence?: no Do you really want a guy to say if those jeans make your butt look fat?: sure.. Are you dissapointed when your bf doesn't say I love you right away?: yes Wanna be a virgin till marriage? lol no Do you really love the guys everytime that you say it? no Do you dream about your crushes/bfs/guy friends?: yes Would you makeout with a guy friend just to get it over with/curiosity?: maybe Does this survey suck nuts? pretty much..

all i have to say is.. *FUCK THE POLICE* more later.

So... I have a whole nother week before my dad gets home.. this should be interesting. Ya know all my friends who went off to college have changed a lot.. good girls become sluts and good boys become alcohoic drug addicts. But what I wanna know is, what happens to people like me who've already gone crazy like that?... i'll probably act like i'm 30 when i'm in college.. lol. I know fall guard is coming up really soon. I don't know if I should do it or not...??? A huge part of me wants to, and a huge part of me doesn't. (comment please) Danny got his credit approved today.. so he's moving into his own apartment on the 29th. It's so exciting.. I can't wait to help him move in. I love him more than anything. 1

What up bitches? Well I'm gonna post some pictures up on here... cuz I feel like it.. This is my best guy friend... Daniel. My babi chiefin a b My boo Chase Quintin bein all goofy

I am so happy. Probably happier than I've been since I broke up with Luke like 3 years ago. I seriously never thought I could fall in love with someone after Ryan.. but now that I'm with Danny I can't even imagine my life without him. :) He wrote me a poem (awww).. I would usually laugh if a guy gave me a poem but I love this one.. BABY It's clear to see You have fallen for me Even when people said, "Watch out for DP." I'm happier than I've been in awhile You have such a pretty smile Your eyes light up my day God actually heard me pray I'm blessed to have you I'll try to be there whenever you need me too My heart for you is very true I'll offer my shoulder if you get the blues I don't know why I fell so fast I was paranoid about my past But it all melts when you laugh Please don't make me mark another mark Right now, I don't want to be apart All I ask, "Don't break my heart." I'll be next to your side So buckle your belt & enjoy the ride So my weekend was pretty crazy actually. Well on Friday I ended up working until like *10*.. and my babi had to be at work by 10:30 so I just went home and went to bed. I was in a pretty shitty mood cuz I didn't see Danny all day.. plus I was being --harassed-- So yeah.. this guy's girlfriend has been harassing the hell out of me.. for NO FUCKING REASON.. on Friday she fuckin came to my work, ordered a bunch of food, then walked out when we served it. I'm sorry but you do NOT fuck with me like that.. anyway on Saturday I sware to god she called me like 50 fucking times from an unknown number then just hung up. Danny and Mikey both got pissed so we ended up going up to this guy's work. Then my babi straight scared the SHIT out of this guy... hahaha --he HID behind his little friend! And well, I haven't had any problems with that bitch ever since. Lol.. I dare someone to fuck with me again.. I guess Danny is kinda crazy when it comes to fighting people but that's not always a bad thing. So on Saturday night I drank with Danny, Mikey & Megan, Shannon & Chad, Lil Matt and Big Hen. It was SOOOO fun.. but I got really drunk which I really never have been before. But it was all good since I was with Danny.. lol except for the things I don't remember. I guess I was like hiting on his sister a lot.. lol oooops! Then Sunday I worked most of the day.. then went out with Danny, Big Hen & Scott.. then spent the rest of the night with Danny... hehe.. ;) very good.. Even though I am happy right now, things are far, far away from perfect. My mom is engaged now to this complete ASS. Me and Danny had dinner with them tonight.. and of course it ended with my mom crying and begging me to come back to her house.. but I REALLY can't. I can't forget about what she has done to me and she just doesn't understand that. She doesn't even care about me, she just cares about controlling me. So this sucks because I have to go to court now and testify and blah blah blah bullshit fuck all of this. Some good news is.. my Dad is going out of town this Saturday for over a week.. PARTY TIME BITCHES! hahaha.. and Katie is getting a 3-bedroom apartment and I'm moving in with her and Kristen when I turn 18! YAY! That will be hella tight.. I can't WAIT! I already told my parents about it.. and I'm takin my dog with me lol.. peace. one <3.

So today sucks.. I have a dentist appointment right after school.. then I work until eight.. which doesn't leave much time for me to see Danny.. which is all I really care about doing. I'm finally happy with someone, it's like a dream because I never thought I would be able to like anyone as much as I did Ryan. I don't even talk to Chase or Lucas much anymore.. and actually I don't care at all. Cuz I'm happy. So no matter what I do I still hate Kristen, and this is making me hate Katie because they are always together.. which ends up me having no friends. Well, female ones.. that I actually hang out with. Sometimes I think I'm too crazy or something. I thought I was completely okay not seeing my mom but for some reason I cried last night. I never cry. Alright the bell's about to ring.. peace.

Ahh I'm so happy.. This is so tight we have a four-day weekend, it's like having two weekends lol. Well I'm working five days a week now, which kind of sucks but I really need the money. So Thursday night i worked until eight then went to my babi's house till like 11. Then Friday I slept in till like 1.. then went to Cracker Barrel with my babi and lil matt.. then i had to work 5-9.. then back to Danny's of course. Last night after I took him to work me and Jon went up there and did a gas & go.. hahahaha.. I filled up my tank and just left- it was so awesome! I'm so bad. hehe.. Well today was the 6-year anniversary of Danny's mom dying.. so me and him went up to Zionsville today to her grave. It was just really sad I guess.. he loved his mom SO much it makes me cry. Then we just went home and slept most of the day till I had to work 5-9 again.. then he took me out to dinner at Dick's.. with lil matt too of course. So yeah I'm at home right now and it sucks.. but it's all good because we have TWO more days off and I'm spending the night with my babi tomorrow.. and we have the apartment to ourselves! baby i see you workin hard i want to let you know i 'm proud let you know that i admire what you do dont know if i need to reassure you my life would be purposeless without you if i want it, you got it when i ask you, you provide it you inspire me to be better you challenge me for the better sit back and let me pour out my love letter