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by sweetshawty17 on December 8th 2004, 12:00AM

Feeling: frustrated

What's up all? Well I'm about sick of bein grounded like this.. all I do is sit here and burn like 100's of cds haha.. at least I don't have rehab tonight. That shit is so fucking gay. Well today at school was actually really cool because Danny Pratt came back to visit, he graduated when I was a freshman but we've seen each other at parties a lot. But anyway, he like got my number and wants to chill this weekend--- but yeah I know I won't be able too. I'm so sick of this shit seriously, but seeing him seriously made my day. Everyone at HSE is just so fucking gay. I got in a fight with this gay~ass asian guy in my english class today. And then I have to see Kristen's ugly ass.. damn I don't know why anyone would even talk to that snitch. Lucas came over last night and a lot this weekend, we're getting soo much closer and it's really nice. I actually talked to Chase a lot this weekend, we had some uh, interesting conversations lol. I hate not being able to see him but things will probably go back to how they were when I'm not grounded... but yeah I'm probably gonna get with Lucas.. just waiting till all my shit settles out till I make any decisions. Ughhh I'm fuckin bored... I really miss guard so much. Mostly I miss bein w/ Brittney & Patrick since I think they are the only cool ones left! (( I miss you guys soo much!! )) Well I know I'll ending up going to like all thier shows anyway.. it's just weird not actually being IN it.. oh~well. Well I'm out.. peace

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**HEY!!**:o( Im not gay... i thought you loved me!!::sigh:: ((lol)) oOoOo-- and i'll go to tha guard shows w/ you cuz i told britt *2day* that im gunna go SCREAM FOR THEM!!!:oD hehe Love ya hunni!!

x O x O* Jenn

[Anonymous]

hehe-- its ok babez!! *OmG!!* YaY you better be able to go!! hehe!! We'll have sOoOo much fun!! Finally bn out w/o *supervision!!* haha Love ya babez!

--*Your Girlfriend*-- Jenn

Well...I'm not too sure what to tell ya. A big part of me wants to sit you down and try to make you realize all the shit these people have done to you in the past, and a VERY small part of me wants to let you do what you wanna do cause I know that nothing I say will ever change your mind about anything. I'd much rather stop by and talk to ya, cause I think it might sink in better than talkin on the phone or on AIM. Call me/IM me and let me know..

Something funny though...Kristen tried to stop by my work today to get me to buy her some smokes...I guesss being a red-head is worse than being a blonde, lol...no offense...but is it really possible to be in the smart classes and be as stupid as she is? For some reason, she thinks your using her last name in your diaries...I think you should smack her when you see her tomorrow...and let her know she's a dumb bitch!