Wow, I guess a lot has happened since the last time I wrote in here. Today was probably the worst and the best day I've had in a really, really long time. I'll start with the weekend. After school on Friday I went straight to Danny's until I had to work.. then after work I chilled with Josh for awhile. Then me & Danny went to his older brother's house.. Mikey, Josh and Will were all there so it was pretty cool. Then after that Danny took me out to eat at Perkin's for like an early Valentine's thing. Then we just went back to his place and I think we laid on the couch and talked and laughed for like 4 hours.. we finally went to bed at like 6 in the morning. It was so great. We slept in on Saturday until like 3.. then I took him to work. Then I had to work, and I went back over to his house when I got off. We had a pretty cool party.. probably like 15 people at his apartment.. and he asked me out but I said no cuz he'd been drinking and I didn't believe him.. lol. But the next day he came to see me at work and told me he meant what he said, so I said yes. Last night was pretty bad though, I hung out with Chase at Will's house when Danny was at work.. and I drank a lil bit which was really stupid. I don't know where we went.. but we hung out with some guys named Bobby & DJ.. but they filled up my tank & gave me two blunts for letting them use my car.. so it's all good I guess.. except for Chase was really really close to wrecking my car.. and I got home really late cuz I picked up Danny from work at 11 cuz I just wanted to see him soo damn bad last night. So this morning I felt horrible when I woke up from the night before.. so instead of going to school I went to Danny's. All we did was sleep all day.. & I felt better cuz he just held me all day. I don't why I didn't think I would get in trouble though.. god I am SO stupid, seriously. Danny makes me so happy.. I haven't been this happy in so long. I pissed off a lot of guys but I really don't care. But skipping school today just fucked up things when they were finally going good. I'm seriously done fucking up now, because Danny already means so much to me I don't know what I would do if I lost him. Not being able to see my mom fucks me up a lot I guess, and I just don't realize it. Plus everything from the past, and having to listen to my dad bitch everyday about how our lives are ruined and shit. He drank a whole bottle of champagne tonight and I know that's my fault. Seriously I'm depressed now because I know I'll be grounded for awhile.. i just finished getting OUT of trouble.. but on the other hand I'm happy. Even though everything's still going wrong, just thinking about him makes me happy. He's takin me to school in the morning since I can't drive my car for a minute. Well I better go, sorry if this entry was like too mushy or whatever.. i love you all.