Well today was my 1st day back to school since rehab.. wasn't as bad as I thought it would be! I guess everyone thought I was in jail.. ha no it was WORSE than jail! lol.. but yeah. I've never been so grateful to go to school & see everybody.. being locked up in a building 10 hrs a day was so horrible, we don't realize how much freedom we have! But I did find out one thing I am def >NOT< happy about.. I was wondering how my parents ever found out I even did drugs, considering I was very smart about it. Well, turns out my babi was right, my girl SNITCHED on me! Kristen decided to call my mom & tell her I have a drug problem.. i'm sorry but that's just wrong, considering I DON'T have one.. Kristen is supposed to be my girl, down for me no matter what, & i seriously considered her my best friend. it would be diff if she was clean, but this is the girl who wanted me to do coke & acid w/ her.. i mean wtf? all i did was smoke weed like most teenagers in america... ahhh i just don't know what to do.. i really love her but i don't think she understands what she put me through. all i know is i do have real friends who have never pressured me to do drugs, like jenn & jenn.. hehe i love you girls!! I don't know what is going on w/ my babi chase.. it's like i can't get ahold of him but when I do he's like sayin he still wants to be together & everything.. god why do i always fall for the drug addict, compulisive liar type of guys? Well i did talk to lucas for a long time last night & i think we are going to start talking again, even tho he's kinda with jenn & i'm kinda with chase still lol. He's really changed a lot, I hope this time forreal. I think he learned after he got locked up for stealing that car... hahaha Well I'm gunna go sit at home!.. lol since i'm grounded from my car & phone :(... but it doesn't matter.. anything is better than rehab!