love=hate

Feeling: old
I am so happy. Probably happier than I've been since I broke up with Luke like 3 years ago. I seriously never thought I could fall in love with someone after Ryan.. but now that I'm with Danny I can't even imagine my life without him. :) He wrote me a poem (awww).. I would usually laugh if a guy gave me a poem but I love this one.. BABY It's clear to see You have fallen for me Even when people said, "Watch out for DP." I'm happier than I've been in awhile You have such a pretty smile Your eyes light up my day God actually heard me pray I'm blessed to have you I'll try to be there whenever you need me too My heart for you is very true I'll offer my shoulder if you get the blues I don't know why I fell so fast I was paranoid about my past But it all melts when you laugh Please don't make me mark another mark Right now, I don't want to be apart All I ask, "Don't break my heart." I'll be next to your side So buckle your belt & enjoy the ride So my weekend was pretty crazy actually. Well on Friday I ended up working until like *10*.. and my babi had to be at work by 10:30 so I just went home and went to bed. I was in a pretty shitty mood cuz I didn't see Danny all day.. plus I was being --harassed-- So yeah.. this guy's girlfriend has been harassing the hell out of me.. for NO FUCKING REASON.. on Friday she fuckin came to my work, ordered a bunch of food, then walked out when we served it. I'm sorry but you do NOT fuck with me like that.. anyway on Saturday I sware to god she called me like 50 fucking times from an unknown number then just hung up. Danny and Mikey both got pissed so we ended up going up to this guy's work. Then my babi straight scared the SHIT out of this guy... hahaha --he HID behind his little friend! And well, I haven't had any problems with that bitch ever since. Lol.. I dare someone to fuck with me again.. I guess Danny is kinda crazy when it comes to fighting people but that's not always a bad thing. So on Saturday night I drank with Danny, Mikey & Megan, Shannon & Chad, Lil Matt and Big Hen. It was SOOOO fun.. but I got really drunk which I really never have been before. But it was all good since I was with Danny.. lol except for the things I don't remember. I guess I was like hiting on his sister a lot.. lol oooops! Then Sunday I worked most of the day.. then went out with Danny, Big Hen & Scott.. then spent the rest of the night with Danny... hehe.. ;) very good.. Even though I am happy right now, things are far, far away from perfect. My mom is engaged now to this complete ASS. Me and Danny had dinner with them tonight.. and of course it ended with my mom crying and begging me to come back to her house.. but I REALLY can't. I can't forget about what she has done to me and she just doesn't understand that. She doesn't even care about me, she just cares about controlling me. So this sucks because I have to go to court now and testify and blah blah blah bullshit fuck all of this. Some good news is.. my Dad is going out of town this Saturday for over a week.. PARTY TIME BITCHES! hahaha.. and Katie is getting a 3-bedroom apartment and I'm moving in with her and Kristen when I turn 18! YAY! That will be hella tight.. I can't WAIT! I already told my parents about it.. and I'm takin my dog with me lol.. peace. one <3.
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leah, i didn't know you've never been really drunk before!
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You're moving in with Kristen? I thought you hated her...?
that poem is AWESOME!!!
awwww that poem is so cute!
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