ok there's something seriously wrong with me. i think i'm like clinically depressed. because no matter what i do, i'm still not happy. i have no motivation.. NONE.. to do anything at all. i think it's a combination of things that made me feel like this.. but i really don't know. i'm just done with this life, i'm done with this fuckin town and all these rich fuckers that i don't like and everything being fucked up. if some random person came up and asked me to leave with them.. i would and i would never come back. and if i had a pound of weed... i would smoke it all right nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww