Well I haven't updated in awhile, so I figured I would. I spent most of this week in Wisconsin on this really gay church thing my parents made me go on. Wow I just got my nails done and for some reason its hard to type haha. So anyway the church thing was gay everyone there was retarded and all it did was make me miss Alisha more than I think I have before. I'm just so used to being with her everytime I was at church because both of us were like forced to go and we're a lot alike or w/e.. and then i found some pics of us in my room and i think i'm just finally realizing that she's gone... *RIP* So anyway I got to go out last night for the first time in forever and yeah I def. had fun! haha, well I had to work till 8, then i went home and got ready then went down to Matt & Sarah's to meet up with Chase. we went and picked up Pat too and got him fucked up since he just got outta jail from 9 fuckin months. i got SOOO wasted it was great. yeah and Chase ended up inviting over Shabriel which was really gay except for I was so drunk by the time she got there i didn't really care. oh and we left to go to the embassy suites last night they left a TON of SKYY vodka in my car.. yeah gotta figure that one out. haaa but yeah, i'm working like all weekend it's fucking gay... on my break right now. and i'm scared about this week, i have to talk to lawyers and stuff about changing my living situation. i wish i could just leave.. damn