What's up all? ---> Well I have one thing to say first.. to everyone who's talkin shit about me.. please grow the fuck up and confront me.. i'm really past all this high school shit.. and if u don't like me then fuck you.. don't be my friend (that's directed to like 5 diff people not just one) SO --anyways-- today is the first day of the 4~day weekend!! Thank god! Finals was such a bitch.. but my dad didn't make me go to rehab which was nice. I spent every night this week w/ Daniel.. my new best friend haha! He convinced me to go to this alcoholic meeting lol but i fell asleep thru the whole thing!.. but i need it to graduate fairbanks so w/e! Yeah he's moving today :( which makes me SO sad cuz we always have the *best* times together! So he'll be in warren now so i have to drive all the way down there to see him! 0-well :/ it's really weird not seeing/talking to my mom right now.. a part of me missed her but a part of me still hates her. i called her the other day & she wouldn't even let me in the house.. that really made me feel like shit :( :( Last night was pretty gay, all I did was go see Chase, then get my nails done & TRIED to get my fucking phone fixed. It reallly pisses me off this was the most expensive phone & i'm on my THIRD one now.. i have to wait 4 more days till the next one comes in. Then i decided to go to rehab even tho i didn't want too!.. but it was ok cuz haley wuz there & we got this new guy jeff who is SUPER HOTT! haha Well I was planning on going to see Derek tonight since i miss him sooo much but he was acting weird when i talked to him today, i think he's with jessy. so yeah whatever. i'm really confused about guys right now! i told ryan i still loved him, and yeah he went crazy on me it's a real long story but he basically told me & all his friends he's going to die in 6 months.. but he made the whole thing up. so basically me and none of his friends talk to him now. i'm so done with that psycho. i haven't talked to or seen lucas in so long. i don't even know what's up with us except for he might go to jail on tues.. then there's chase and yeah i dunno we aren't together but we still are? we've gotten a lot closer lately and i'm really like his only friend... louie & patrick and all his "real" friends like hate him now.. and they will talk to me but not him? so it's kinda like that w/ ryan too. I dunno what i'm doin this weekend besides workin.. prolly goin to see daniel.. i'm taking patrick shopping cuz someone stole all his clothes when he was in jail plus i promised him i would... then i hafta hang out w/ danny too. Katie called me last night all sad cuz she hasn't seen me in a week! haha.. and so did paul! which was weird since i haven't talked to him forever, but i'll prolly be with them tonight so hit me up if ya wanna do somethin. im out